I don't know why, but I feel so blue tonight. I had the most wonderful day at work, we laughed and had fun. And made lots of things. But now I feel kinda blue. I visited my parents this evening and they were just sitting in front of the telly while I was talking.. But I could easily talk just to myself, they didn't listen to anything. I felt quite sad when I left my parents a moment ago. I took a walk on the beach, but my mind was still feeling blue.
I'm so glad I've got this blog and my friends. But noone was picking up the phone when I called them for company. I just have to get this off my chest, it helps to just be honest with my emotions. I know when I feel sad that something is wrong. It never lasts long this blue feeling. But I'd rather feel my rainbow, like I always do. Maybe we just need some rain, in order to see the rainbow.
Well, tomorrow will be fun again..
Here's a little drawing I made with my paint and my brush..
I almost never feel sad, so I know it will go away after a good night sleep..
And maybe watch Johny Darko again, my favorite sad movie.
In a way I feel like crying, maybe I'll just do that, just let go of this negative feeling which doesn't belong to me.